2 October 2009

I wonder why life sucks so badly . Yasmin and Fina are happy cause they finally got their dream guys . I feel happy for them . Don't get me wrong . I am hapy for them . Really i do . But i wonder why , i don't feel that happy for myself . I feel like i'm about to fall apart . I wanna just shout out loud but i dunno . There's something not right with me . I can't think rightly . I keeep thinking the opposite ways . But what should i do ?