Why you mean so much to me ;(

I never did hated you . You were always there in my mind . I can feel it , i feel so depressed for letting you go . I miss you so much . I keep thinking of you . I keep writing your name . I keep looking at your picture . I keep holding your teddy bear . I never did burnt it to ashes . It was your birthday last week . I was thinking of giving you a t-shirt for your day . But when i think back , why should i aite ? Mayb you'll just think i'm just nothing anymore . Worth a million people but just a stupid mist flown away . I used to tell Fina why i can't get you out of my mind , she told me to get it another go . But i think this won't happen , so let's put it all awayy -_______-