PEGI MAMPOS

EH SORRY LAH , I TAK BAJET BUDAK PARTY
FOR GOD SAKES , I DONT CARE LAHH
CAN YOU GET YOUR OWN LIFE ,
SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH (;

2 October 2009

I wonder why life sucks so badly . Yasmin and Fina are happy cause they finally got their dream guys . I feel happy for them . Don't get me wrong . I am hapy for them . Really i do . But i wonder why , i don't feel that happy for myself . I feel like i'm about to fall apart . I wanna just shout out loud but i dunno . There's something not right with me . I can't think rightly . I keeep thinking the opposite ways . But what should i do ?

28 September 2009

From day to day it gets worst

Till the start from the end

I just can't understand

What is there to do ?

I can't even think .

or what should i do ?

Nothing is gettin straight

To tell the truth is never easy

Should i give up on hope ?

Or maybe let's wait

and see my luck ?

I wanna tell you evry single detail

But when you think it back

Is it safe ? Or will u accept the fact

I never think you would even stand a chance

All i do is to think how you feel

Have you ever asked about me

Don't bother

Oh shit adrina ,

stop talking crap

i'm wasting my breathe ;(

You made me .

I hope this works out .

I don't know how to start .

I think it's better if i don't tell the name .

Cause i know it's so easy to know who it is .

First , i miss you so much .

I keep having dreams about you .

Why ? Even i don't have the answer to that right now .

Since you left me here .

I think it made me strong .

To see you let me go ,

and i keep thinking do you still feel the same ?

The feeling is so beautiful and incredible .

So what if , me and you were meant to be .

Or maybe this is what it could be you know ?

Oh shit , i'm talking crap again .

But i wanna spread my feelings out.

We fought about something stupid .

Then you said sorry .

When i thought back , i was never mad at you .

Instead i still love you for who you are .

I told myself , i'm moving on .

I don't want to look at the past .

But how about now ?

I keep looking back .

Till i can't even see what's infront .

Right now , i don't even have the tears for you .

I want you back .

I keep thinking of you .

Remember all the things we always said ?

If i could just have one wish .

That is to get you back in my life .

Love Will Bring You Back

There comes the time ,

Where all of us tell out our feelings

That are tired of trying to give the feelings they have

Oh please , go for a while

Please change the time

And let the teardrops stop from dropping

To show some feelings

To go to our dreams

To take something out of our hands

Oh love will bring you back here ,

To take away the missed moments

To wash away the pain

To come back with you ,

The old self that used to love me

What's there to be afraid of ,

At that time you understand

Tell the truth what was in the heart

And you saved me from the pain

All the love that you gave

Just like old times

Our times together

There was no mistake

P.s don' take this , i wrote it myself stupid -____-

Love Facts

Guy Facts---

When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a few
minutes
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do

When your laying your head on a guy's
chest,
he has the world

When a guy calls/​​​texts/​​​comments/​​​messages you everyday,
he is in love

When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else



Girl Facts--



When a girl is mean to you after a break-up
she wants you back but she is too
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever!

when you catch a girl glancing at you,
she wants you to look back
and smile

When a girl bumps into your arm,
while walking with you
she wants
you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug
she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind..

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply,,

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a
few seconds,
she is not fine at all

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl says she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more
than that

Adam's Birthday

Oh my god it's already 9 August .

Apelah i nak kasi adek i niyh .

i'm dying here .

Like whatever lah .

Maybe i just buat card

NASTY

I FEEL LIKE SLICING YOU INTO ITTY BITTY PIECES

-____________-

Why you mean so much to me ;(

I never did hated you . You were always there in my mind . I can feel it , i feel so depressed for letting you go . I miss you so much . I keep thinking of you . I keep writing your name . I keep looking at your picture . I keep holding your teddy bear . I never did burnt it to ashes . It was your birthday last week . I was thinking of giving you a t-shirt for your day . But when i think back , why should i aite ? Mayb you'll just think i'm just nothing anymore . Worth a million people but just a stupid mist flown away . I used to tell Fina why i can't get you out of my mind , she told me to get it another go . But i think this won't happen , so let's put it all awayy -_______-

Mister Mister (:

I met you for the first time this year , i thought you were kinda cute . Then , u started to like my friend . I was devastated to know so . Then , i said to myself , i already have a boyfriend , why do i like him . Then i started being friends with him and started hanging out . Then a little bit longer those feelings didn't go away towards you . One night , u told me something , you said you have the same feelings towards me . The point he trys to like someone else cause it seems wrong to like me since i'm with his friend . It doesn't matter what happen , those feelings are never gonna go away but it's getting much more stronger for me to let go . (:
-adrinalovesyou !

Is it wrong to like someone else ?

Is it actually wrong to like somebody else of your already taken ? Well i'm not sure of that , nazry is acting like a total jerk . I mean why do you need to be mad at me . He didn't give me the attention that i wanted and worst of all his mum is gonna see me today for some kind of reason ?
He said it's about the talking at night on the phone . I mean excuse me , i've called only for two times this year ? Why does your mum want to be mad about that now . Why not last year huh ? I mean i talked with you on the phone more of last year than this year . For fuck sakes stop making my life miserable bitch .

Boyfriend or Friend ?

Firstly , which is better ? Friends or boyfriend ? Well nvrmind , if i tell you , maybe you'll know which one to choose . Well you know the usual , i would go down and find the others and talk and sitt and talk abt things . They say friends will always be there for you . Yeah that's true . But some others go the other way around . So it some sort of crap that we think that works out everytime . Boyfriends are the who stand up for you , when your friends put you down . That's the speciality for having a boyfriend (: The END ! CRAPPY TALK ! BHAHAHAH ! :))

2 January 2009

It started out with a fine morning . As usual , i would dance in the morning as an exercise . Well , that was still perfectly ok . Then i decided to go online . Typically , i would find somebody to chat with . Then , Nazry was online . I thought he was gonna comment me or something . But nothing , popped out . So i was a lil pissed off with that . Then , i checked his cmmnt and there was nothing to read . When , i looked at this friends , i was the last one on his topfriends -.- Pathetic isn't it ? I was like about to blow up... Then , i was like what the fuck , is wrong with this 'bapok' ryte ? Then , i checked his profile , he says his single ! WHAT THE FUCK ! Then , i called Alya and told her evrything . She said maybe , one of his friend maybe hacked into his ms . Well maybe so . But i don't care if he or his friends did it , i'm seriously gonna hit their faces one by one . Then , Alya said let's do a song for me . I was like ok , let's go for it . Then , after i finished talking about nazry and being totally mad about that . I went downstairs , and hanged out with Syaza . Well , typically , i would play badminton with her . Then i told her all about it . She said , why don't we try asking Amin to ask Nazry about it . Then we rushed to see Amin . Well , it was a good thing that Amin , actually wanted to help me . Sometimes , i feel like Amin is like my helper or something . Then , i went back home . Bathed and bla , bla , bla . I went online again , then , i chatted with Alya again and as usual , we would be gossiping about other people . Then i chatted with sharin until now(: